Daily explorations

Have anyone seen my grief, I must have misplaced it

I see billboard ads on how navigate through your grief, as if it's natural. Something everyone has.

You, you and you gave me your condelances just yesterday, I know I should feel it, so I politely accept.

I can feel a shimmer of it, somewhere deep inside. I cannot pass the turnstiles until I have a pass, "Safe and cleared from grief"

But I cannot find it, it doesn't look like I expect. Or perhaps I just don't know how it can feel to be without.