Rotations
The sensation of being rotaded around ones spine, the core. The rotations is not an external force applied onto my body, but rather internal. It feels light blue and gray in color. It is slow and strong, like a tectonic force. Unstoppable. It can break me if it so chooses, but it dont. It wont. It will never.
The rotation have been avoided for a long time, I've been embarrassed by the rotation, but there is a need to relax into the rotation. To investigate the extent of the rotation. The rotation can not be prevented, only allowed.
It needs me to surrender.